Aishah Ansari

I'm {most} afraid of these 6 things

May 7, 2013

Blog Everyday in May Challenge Day 7!
Day 7: The thing(s) you are most afraid of

First off, I cannot believe I have stuck through this challenge for a week now! Woohoo! 
Okay, so there are actually a lot of things that I'm afraid of,
but let's narrow it down to the ones I'm most afraid of:

1. The Day of Judgment: From a religious perspective, I should be afraid of this. I should actually fear it- and I do! I fear this day when all my 'secrets' and deeds will spilled. Literally. And my fate will be sealed. 
2. Death: Yes, I am afraid of it. I know it's something we all have to go through. But sometimes people just leave too soon. There is no telling what is going to happen tomorrow. 
3. Not pleasing my family in the future: I say the future, because right now my parents are very proud of me {last time I checked, at least}. My brother and sister call me "goody-two-shoes" and "sad and pathetic" because I have never skipped a class in college before.. oh wait. I just did yesterday! Amber Baaji & Bhaiyya- be proud! {I know, weird family} My family is what keeps me going. They are my everything, so them not being happy with who I am, or what I'm doing is something I'm afraid of. 
4. Not being successful: I recently changed my college track from medicine to business. Big switch, right? I have been exposed to medical field for as long as I can remember and have quite a bit of hands on experience too. I just realized that I was more taught to into medicine than I really wanted to. I feel business is more my reach. I haven't been exposed to business that much though- but I want to be...soon! {The most is my part-time sales associate job- which I do love!} The last thing I want is to take a career in the field of business and not be good at what I do or be successful. A part of me also wants my blog to be successful- so far so good. But yeah, I'm afraid that I won't be as successful of a blogger as some of my favorite bloggers are. That's what keeps me going though- to achieve my dreams when it comes to business, photography, and blogging because I know that I'm afraid of not succeeding. 
5. Rejection: (job, a person, etc.) I know, I know. I shouldn't let others get to me. But hey, when I get rejected...It gets to me. Whether it's a part-time job, a university/college, heck, I probably feel that way when it comes to guys too! Yes, all those things that you're either accepted or rejected in...I'm a bit afraid of all those things. It makes me feel as if I'm not good enough or haven't achieved enough.
6. Being alone/Losing someone: I never want to be alone. Yeah, sure I have my cat. But I don't want to be that crazy cat lady. {Or is too late?} Of course I mean it in a sense of having that special significant other, but also when it comes to those amazing friends, and of course always having my family through thick & thin. And of course I am so afraid of losing those who are close to me.

I guess those are the things I would chose after narrowing it down. There are the usuals: Spiders, rats, etc. I'm actually not afraid of the dark though..strange. 

What are you afraid of? 

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Day 8 tomorrow!!

xo Aishah Ansari

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