Heavy Heart, Heavy Thoughts

Heavy Heart, Heavy Thoughts
A weight has been lifted off my shoulders,

but 

my heart feels heavy.

A chapter has been closed,

but 

am I ready to begin a new one?

A journey was attempted

but

I was unable to complete it.

I thought I was strong enough,

we all did.

But at the end of the day,

I was defeated.

I will get back up again,

but how long will it take?

That dark place,

is a place I never want to be in again.

So, I will pick myself up

and go back,

and then find a new journey.

But these days even my thoughts are too heavy

for my own mind.

                                                       Sincerely, 

                                                    Aishah

#OctPoWriMo Day 22 
Prompt: A Challenge

I decided to free write today about some challenges I am facing right now. 
Hope you liked it.